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Still undecided

Jan. 4th, 2008 | 05:57 pm
music: watching Home & Away

Still havent made my mind up on the job yet. I have been getting Darrens advice this afternoon & hes def made things abit clearer, im certainly in a better frame of mind then before. But still wavering :{ Didnt speak to the boss today so I got a few more days to think before giving my decision in.

On another matter, a matter of the heart, a very good friend of mine has expressed interest in me, has done for awhile but I just assumed he was joking & pushed it aside as just flirting but recently has been them very clear & has outright asked me. I have been trying to find reasons why it shouldnt go any further, esp with him being such a good friend & not wanting to ruin that but he doesnt think it will & im starting to think he may be right, where both grown up enough for it not to effect the friendship, so maybe I should just go for it? I deserve some happiness right? I cant keep thinking im gonna end up being hurt, a risk needs to be taken. The heart can mend in time & I have always bounced back before.

xx

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What a day!!

Jan. 3rd, 2008 | 06:58 pm
mood: confused confused
music: Watching Eastenders

This could be a long blog or at least a confusing one,

First up, back to work :{ still wasnt feeling well & bloody 2" inches of snow, was bloody freezing. Had so much work to do. I was called into the board room at work & offered a promotion & a £2000 payrise. Now some will be thinking, result. But I have asked to think it over.

The job would be the Service Manager, running along side my current job of purchasing manager. I would be in charge of the service guys & make sure the department runs smoothly. I used to work in the service department before & they said since I left it hasnt gone as smoothly so they have offered the managers role to me.

For what they want me to do I think the payrise isnt sufficient & I need to decide if im going to take it or not. They want an answer tomorrow & I dont know what to do :{ I need to speak to Daz but hes still on holiday, need to speak to a friend who actually understands.

Talking bout friends. Another goal of mine in 2008 was to find out who my friends where. I have a good idea who I can trust & who I shouldnt, well I thought I did :{ recently 2 friends have made me rethink their "friendship", 1st is a girl who is always crying poverty & how lonely is she is, now I will be there for any friend & will help them anyway I can, but I feel im being taken for a mug & thats something that really annoys me. I have learnt recently that shes been lying to me ( not just me either, her so called best friend should wake up to her decitefulness ) shes constantly craving attention & I have had enough. Hopefully ppl will wake up to her soon too, I know others have. If she carries on shes going to loose alo of ppl & she will only have herself to blame.
The other friend is someone I have come to care alot for, but recently things have become strained & its left me to wonder if we should even try to carry on. It hurts to even think these thoughts but I feel there is no other solution. Im banging my head against a wall & am starting to think it could be me & maybe its me thats gotta change? But then again should it? or should i finally accept the feelings I have, take the plunge? This could be the reason why things are strained, or could I just be over emotional & nothing is actually wrong & its all in my head????? My mind is totally messed up :{

Got so much to think about :{ & here was me thinking 2008 was gonna be less confusing :{

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Not fair

Jan. 2nd, 2008 | 09:00 pm
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: watching Shameless

Tomorrow freedom is officially over :-( I have to go back to work. Not looking forward to it, its gonna be so different without Darren & Steve who have left, & lil dave is not in the 1st 2 weeks :-(

On a plus note I have a 2nd interview on Friday, its at a company round the corner from here. Its for a PA job, more money than what im on now. :-) Hopefully will go well :-)

To celebrate my last day of freedom, I went to the Panto in Hull :-) was really quite good :-) It had Dan O'Connor in it from Neighbours (Ned)... yes yes yes I will admit was only reason I went hehe, he was great in it & got too meet him afterwards :-) well cute ;-)

Oh well guess better get work clothes ready :{

xx

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Bloody Hell.... its been a while

Dec. 28th, 2006 | 04:28 pm
location: Living Room
music: PawnShop Kings

I cant believe its been so long since I been on LJ, unfort my laptop hates this site & always crashes, but works fine on my dads or my works one,

I have been lost on Myspace & have neglected this abit im sorry to say, but hey im making a comeback lol next year looks like it could be interesting, so hopefully alot more blogs :)

feel free to check out my Myspace

www.myspace.com/kelle77

Hope you all had a great christmas

xx

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First time for everything

Feb. 22nd, 2006 | 10:24 pm
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: Desperate Housewfies

Ok I stole this from Caz's bulletin from Myspace, soz mate lol

THERE'S ALWAYS A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING


FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND:
Helen

FIRST SCHOOL:
Thanet Primary School, Hull

FIRST CELL PHONE:
Nokia

FIRST FUNERAL:
My Aunties

FIRST PET:
Cat called Chips

FIRST BIG TRIP:
France

FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH:
Sean Astin ( crush still going on lol )

FIRST JOB:
Babysitting.

FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND:
Claire

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED:
Nephew

LAST CAR RIDE:
This morning to work

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
Saturday, was watching Titanic

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Brokeback Mountain

LAST FOOD YOU ATE:
Bourbon Biscuit

LAST T-SHIRT WORN:
New York Giants

LAST PHONE CALL:
My Man

LAST TXT MESSAGE:
Kira

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED:
phone

LAST TIME AT THE MALL:
Monday

LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING:
Monday night when Lost boys actors were announced for C9

LAST PERSON YOU SAW:
Dad

LAST THING YOU DRANK:
Pepsi Max Cino ( yummy )

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART:
A friend

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?
Last Night but I cant say why lol

feel free to also so steal lol

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An end of a era.....

Feb. 19th, 2006 | 08:13 pm
mood: complacent complacent
music: Invasion

.... my signed Lord of the Rings pictures have been taken down from my wall, the time has come when they need to be packed away. Im not ashamed but I feel less questions will be asked if they are not there lol I have left up 1 Sean picture & a poem I got from Billy, those are very special too me :)

I have finally updated Myspace, feel free to check it out

http://www.myspace.com/kelle77

Good luck to Jake tonight at the BAFTAs, he really deserves to win it :)

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Boo Hoo .....

Feb. 18th, 2006 | 07:04 pm
mood: sore sore
music: Football

...... Im missing the BAFTAs. I should actually be in London now on my normal stomping ground, but due to a payment I had thought was due in March I have had to miss out :( & to make things worse Im ill :( so instead im stuck at home sulking, only thing to make me half smile, 24 is on tonight :)

Im not sure if im going to watch the red carpet tomorrow of the BAFTAs, I will only get angry at the ppl im missing, but oh well Empires soon :)

Im back on a selling frenzy on ebay, I was sorting my cds & stuff today 7 I really have a load of crap, so I spent all afternoon putting them on ebay whilst sat in bed coughing & feeling sorry for myself lol

I hope to be better on Monday, as I have the day off I want to do something good :) I was going to go into work, but I have worked so hard recently that i need a break, Tho im sure I will only spend all day on phone to them lol

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Wooo Hooo

Feb. 13th, 2006 | 08:52 pm
mood: cheerful cheerful

Have had a great weekend :) Went to Collectormania Gmex in Manchester with Clair & Katie.

We got too meet Stanislav Ianevski, Robert Patterson, Matthew Lewis, Andy Serkis, Jorge Garcia, Ray Park & Loads more.

We had such a good time, esp with Andy who as ever was so nice & remembered us again.

On the Sunday I was working at the event & got to PA for Veronica Taylor, who does the voice for Ash in Pokeomon. She was such a lovely person & I had a good laugh with her.

I prob spent more money than I shud have done, but ah well, lol

Here are some of my pictures of the weekend

http://photobucket.com/albums/v692/kelle77/Gmex%20Collectormania/

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Please all go vote

Jan. 31st, 2006 | 07:35 pm
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: Eastenders

for my mate Caz's story in a Fan fiction competition, Her stories are great esp this one

http://showmastersonline.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=24839


Please Vote here

http://showmastersonline.com/forums/index.php?showforum=80


Thankyou

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OMG.....

Jan. 31st, 2006 | 07:31 pm
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: Eastenders

.... this picture just made me go all girly lol

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